Blogmas Post #18 [Last Post]
Rest In Peace Kim Jonghyun
I want to try to put into words what it felt like to wake up to the news of Jonghyun passing, and I really can’t. I posted my words on my Facebook page: Buried Under Weight FB Page Here but all I can really say at this point is that I’m sad. There has been recent news that has baffled me but I don’t know, this news…I was in disbelief. I’m just really sad and didn’t realize it would hit me this hard, especially since I didn’t know Jonghyun personally. I was his fan, am a fan of SHINee, and that was the extent of my “knowing” him.
I said something similar on Twitter that we are all a part of humanity so it’s natural for us to be upset when hearing news like this. That’s what I believe. However, I created this site to express myself and hoped that through my words, I could help people.
I don’t have a huge following at all which is why this post may seem a little unnecessary. But out of respect for those of you that do read my blog, I really feel like I need to take a step back.
I am not shutting down my blog or anything like that but the news of Jonghyun’s passing has hit me in a place I didn’t know still existed and I need to step away from my computer and be with my family for a few days. In the spirit of being transparent, that’s just what it is.
I’ve had fun doing the Blogmas posts and it was my first time participating so juggling daily blogging and school was hard. Next year I’ll have better preparations.